Rain

Every time I'm left alone
My misery begins to drown me
Tied by a rope of anxiety
Thrown overboard

As I'm pulled under the tides of this fast paced world
I refuse to see

[Chorus]
Time will always be the thing that kills me truly
Open these eyes waking from a dream feigning

My lungs fill up with letdown
Disappointment in self and everyone
Expectations died in failure
abandonment my unsavior

As I'm pulled under the tides of this fast paced world
I refuse to see

[Chorus]

Absolution at the sight of your demise
I know what I must do
Choke
Die choking on your every word

Swallow every blasphemy

Absolution at the sight of your demise
I know what I must do

Swallow every blasphemy
Eat out your heart and make it bleed
Tie the noose around my neck
Make this life end

this wishfull hope

i know i'm just a normal kid, i'm nothing in the eyes of others.
i don't wan't your pity, i just want to know that i'm being acknowledge by someone.
wouldn't it be nice if you could just let it slide for once and thank me for what have i done?
wouldn't it be great if you can smile at me first without me saying 'hi' in the first place?
wouldn't it be happy if you could be more cheerful rather than condemn me for which ever things i do?
could you just stop for once and think?
what have i done for you, what have been sacrificed to get here?
what have i do so you could smile, what have been wrong all this time?
what have you done, what have been felt?
what can make it all better??
do you know that it is very precious to me?
do you know that it is important to me?

i know i'm just a normal kid, i'm nothing in the eyes of others.
i don't wan't your pity, i just want to know that i'm being acknowledge by someone.