frustration strike

argh!!! i feel soooo hungry.. have y'all ever felt like this? haha...
i do think the cause of it because i think too much. a little too much...
but what can i do, i'm a student in a university taking degree, and i'm a son who needs to look after his family, and i'm a friend who needs to take care of everyone's feeling...
it can't be more twisted than this, hope not, really hoping, cause i don't think i can take it anymore...
well, there's something that takes my mind of these things, my friend, games, sports, n girls..
haha...
don't get the wrong idea, it's not because i'm making out with some girls, but, i don't know, i just like to see her face, it makes me smile n make my heart grows big....
sounds a bit romantic rite? gyahaha, screw ya...
but it does make me feel like that..

"If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own."

sing with me guys..lol
:p

but guess what guys, eventhough stress makes me eat a lot of food, i didn't even get fat...
i'm underweight even..
unbelievable? believe it, i'm metabolism kid, ahaha, start to make names now...
i really want to get, like what all men says, tough, but how could i?
with all the foods i took, i didn't even get to be fat, more looks like the food took all my fat...
how could them, they don't want me to be cute..
:P
do any of you guys got some tips for me on how to get tough? hehe..
ouch, i gtg, feelin tired already
g'bye guys...






fyi: starting with this post, i'll leave a true fact of me at the end of the post, and for this post is...


"i REALLY REALLY  like  love to play games"

kehidupan syawal

uish, lapa gile lar ari nih. niat mule2 nk pose da ke laut. mne x nye, ptot da bole sahor da, prot plak meragam pg td.
penat je stay up x tdo, last2, tumbang juge niat nk pose tu..
xpe r, sabtu nnt stat pose abg afie anwar ckp elok wat str8 jer, kite stat sbtu nih, abeh khamis nnt, begaye x?
haha... kome doakan la nnt aq bjaye abeh kn ngan selamat yer..
fuh2, nk stat esok da xpat r, sok exam ad due kot, pastu siap ngan tutor class nyer ag, kmpm pancit..
wahaha..
ini pon x bce ag bhan2 utk exm nnt, takat bukak pastu bce kosg jer, apa pon x msok, ssh ati aq...
tp salah ke aq men bola ptg2, x an? hehe.. bce ptg2 pon x msok, nnt kang ending men game plak...
baek sehat kn tubuh badan btol x?
insan yang cemerlang, insan yang terbilang, memerlukan badan yang sihat (dan minda yang cerdas)..
:p
cne la aq nk dpt degree nih an, asek maeeeen jer, mak aq pon da bisin...
tp xleh nk kawal r, ngan membe nye asek ajk dota je tiap2 mlm, (pdhl aq yg seduce dorg soh men sepam, haha..) ngan dorg yg xleh nk sepam je sbb x puas, mmg ber pam2 la men nye..
pastu rmi2 xstadi, elok lah tu, ad membe beramai2 dpt mrkh lbey kurg jer nnt...
trok an ktorg nih, final nnt xtaw cne plak, sebulan je lg pdhl..
nga tulis2 nih terigt lagu nirvana plak, bkn yg nasyid tuh, yg grunge tu, lagu man who sold the world ea?
pape la, x igt pon aq..
anyway people, y'all kne doa kn aq exm nih ea, n utk final ujg sem nih...
syg korg, muaxxx...
xoxo

Tragedi bus malam

haaa...
first post aq utk blog ku ini...
stat2 da nk cite psal aq bengang..
syok x syok la kn, aq x kesa, janji aq puas nk lpas kn pe yg aq rse..
muahaha..
korg bygkn lah kn, aq dgn penat2 bwak byk brg (gitar, desktop + monitor, songkok, bju2) kat bkit jalil mlm td, nk kate lmbt x jgk, coz smpi dlm kol 10.30, bas kol 11.30...
jap2, smpi mne td cte, haa...
aq g ke platform bus transnasional lmbt sket, sbb igt msih cam dlu, jauh ngan kdi2 pe sume an, aq p kat platform tu dlm 11.15 gtu r..
gerak ctu, aq tggu je org pggl "bas g jb kol 11.30 sila naek bas skrg" tp xde gak..
bile da 11.25 gtu, patik tny la kat brader ctu, terjadi lah 1 kenversasi..
" bag, bas jb kol 11.30 kat ne? ke x smpi ag?"
"eh, jap ea, weh bas jb 11.30 td nek kat mne?"
"kat petak 8"
"ha, kat petak 8 dik, cpat sket, 11.30 kn? da nk jln da tu"
"ups, sori bang, x pasan, slmt ari rye yer"
maka dgn itu aq bergegas ke petak 8, blkg skali upenye..
mmg btol bas da nk btolak, seb bek smpt nek, tny plak brader drebar tu
" bang, beg xleh ltaqk bwh ke? byk nih"
"bwk nek je, bwh tu da pnoh"
dgn muke tebal bwk je nek brg byk2 tu, nseb bek seat dpn skali...
haaa, bermule lah situasi plg aq x gemar skali mlm td..
"bang, seat sblh tu xde org kn? (haha, tmpt dduk aq, mesti la xde)"
"eh, ad2 (eh, pelik da nih)"
tgk2 blkg sat ad seat kosg lg x..
eh, lampu pdm plak, bas nk jln da nih..
"btol ke pkck stu ad org?"
"btol2, g ke blkg sne, ad seat lg"
(pergh, bengang aq, xpe2 gerak blkg dlu, mmg ad seat lg kot)
g bwk half brg ke blkg skali, tekedek2 aq jln.
(eh, mne de tmpt kosg, sume full kot, tahi ler cam nih)
g balik dpn ngan brg2 tu
"pkck, stu ad org btol ke? beg je nmpk, bas pon da jln ni"
"ish, btol la, ad org, igt aq tipu ke?"
"x pkck, sbb seat sy tulis kat tiket duk stu"
"eh, jap2"
pkck tu cbe angkat beg die yg ringan tu..
"ko dduk je la dpn tu, xpon brg kat lorg ni, ssh kn aq la"
tnpa besoal lg, aq bkk seat co-pilot, tros dduk, dengan hati yg membare, seb bek x stat sumph2 pkck tu...
lepak pny lepak, ttdo...
bgn2 da benti machap, ad  org nk tekucil..
drebar bas tu dtg jmpe aq..
"ko knal x org tue td tu yg ko tego?"
"ntah, sape tu? mne penah nmpk muke die, mnteri ke?"
"die tu pelakon la, x knal?"
"ah, sye mne tgk tv nih, nk knal die plak"
"ala, tv singapore tu la, suria suria"
"erk"
"ni ha, ko tgk muke die, igt"
.....
"tgk2"
.....
"cik, xde belakon lg skrg? ko tgk la nih, suria2"
....
"belakon lg x skrg? ke da pndh tv mesia? duk jb ea?"
"jjkhjsdfksdklj (x denga ap pkck tu ckp)"
borak2, aq duk dpn ag pastu, smpi benti kat ayer itam..
trun2 ad mamat tabligh isap rokok tny psal gitar plak, nk lyn? sori la, pas penat duk kusi keras, ko dengan pki serban sembur asap kat aq, tahi la, bodo nk mmpos.....
lantak r..
tp nk naek bas tu tbe2 pkck tu offer suh duk sblh die, mule2 tolak gak, die da angkat beg die, tros aq dduk kat seat aq..
ahaha..
kjap je da lentok, nikmat kusi ad kusyen wlaopon sket..
smpi jb, da puas tu, aq tgk bas jln ngan keadaan bontot yg selesa...
bas da ilang baru igt, SONGKOK AQ~~